yes
we are
going to start
all over again

breath it all in
the excitement
the anxiety
the pure joy

then
arriving in Tallinn
over Warsaw
your past
you did not know
what was awaiting for you
in this wintery city

now
coming via Helsinki
into the future
summer of this city
you know
a girly women
a homely place

future unfolding itself
trusting itself into our hands
clumsy of excitement
and hunting fears

there is
the two of us now
you know
equally overjoyous
and scared
the boy and the girl
liking each other
and planning to hang out
together
in the thing
they call life
without competition

with kindness
honesty
respect and understanding
a safe place
for exchange
of love
ideas
fears
compassion
excitement
sadness
fragility
also
the fuck-ups

a safety net
that we need to braid
together
the two of us
you know
over space
and time
to hold us
when needed
support and amplify
our love
the you and the me
in our individuality


30.05.2020