the early morning bedtalk
still in England
the long hug and
gazing into each others eyes
in our own kitchen
back in Tallinn
talking about invisible matters
the depth and
how to recognise it
about the girl who
needs to be tamed
who cannot have too much
of the good
otherwise she would be bored and
become the Queen of Hearts
from Alice in Wonderland and
behead the one's who
bore her
the contradictiveness of her
that you get
and still love her
want her
and are not afraid of
your eyes
suddenly so vulnerable
so deep
your mouth
silently confirming
your choice
appreciation
love
after almost six years
love continues to grow and
surprise with these early morning moments
talks that come from and fall back into
eternity